schneeland
Hero
Yes and no.But it's not anyone's fault that I've run myself to exhaustion - well, anyone but myself.
As already implied in other comments: I think it would help if you spend some time contemplating why you keep doing something that is clearly not good for you. A therapist would probably be a good option, but in that case either you'll need to find a way to relay to your current therapist what is going on in your life and why games play an important role, or start looking for someone else. But maybe a good friend could do, too. It just should be someone not directly involved in the current situation.
But there's also the thing that RPG gaming groups can have this weird dynamic where the GM contributes 80% of the time and energy needed to keep the group going and it's considered perfectly normal. And that's definitely not healthy and you wouldn't be the only person to burn out on GMing due to it.
In any case: I think you need a break. Not just the long weekend type of break, but rather a GMing sabbatical. And I tend to say, you'll need to have a couple of honest conversations with people around you about how to arrive at a sustainable pace for your gaming activities.